A Hard Week

Hi friends. Last week was a hard week. There was flooding at the building I work in. A roommate moved out of the house and left a void of homey-ness. I had a cardiologist appointment and found out I have to have more tests. I'm so glad it's over.

I'm still struggling over theological issues as well. This morning in church, I took away the message that I'm not good enough. That wasn't the pastor's intention, but it's what I took away. So the service ended with the first hyperventilation/ panic attack that I've had in a good while.

What's different about this time is that I have a great guy to help me through it. Matt helped me walk outside and breath until I started getting my emotions under control, and then he let me talk through some of my worries. I felt so cared for and looked after.

So if anyone is out there reading, please pray for my health, my car, my work, and the money related to all of that. Also pray for my sister's radiation. Jill is about to start radiation for 4.5 weeks.